What Road Do I Go Down?

Life crossroads can be one of two things: exciting or terrifying, but for me, never both. I'm at a crossroads in life and I think that I am going to choose to see it as exciting. I started looking at Missions Organizations today. Window shopping more or less. And I guess what has fostered this search is the feeling of not really fitting in where I am at with anything or anyone. Its really an extraordinary feeling, not fitting in. Misfit, odd duck, the loan cheese. My boyfriend, God bless him, said to me one day that me being different is who I am and that that is a good thing. So nice. I have much to be thankful with him. So, where do I need to go in order that I feel like I fit in? Maybe that's Ireland, Amsterdam, Uganda, Florida, New York or the church right down the street from my current apartment. Not sure. But what I am sure of is the search for God's bidding in my life and for my life vocation tarries on....Stay tuned.